Wednesday, 22 June 2016

Why why why?

Why can't I always be strong and emotionless? I love it when I am. 
Why can't I be happy? Because I have never been happy. 
Why am I so unlovable? Because noone ever loves me. 

I know I'm so negative... But I can't help it. My mind isn't normal, and my depression suffers deeply. I'm fed up of such an unhappy life. I want to experience happiness. I want to experience being loved. But no. I just suffer all the time. 

Why am I the one who deserves this?! All I do is try! Try and help, try and be happy! 

I guess. I'm used to it. Is what I can say about every goddamm aspect of bullshit in my life. Please. I just want the normal things in life...

2 comments:

  1. It'll come when you least expect it, focus on yourself and the right person will
    Come along, Phil

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  2. Chin up...start to love yourself and things will get better

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