Why can't I be happy? Because I have never been happy.
Why am I so unlovable? Because noone ever loves me.
I know I'm so negative... But I can't help it. My mind isn't normal, and my depression suffers deeply. I'm fed up of such an unhappy life. I want to experience happiness. I want to experience being loved. But no. I just suffer all the time.
Why am I the one who deserves this?! All I do is try! Try and help, try and be happy!
I guess. I'm used to it. Is what I can say about every goddamm aspect of bullshit in my life. Please. I just want the normal things in life...