Those thoughts.

  So. It’s 3am and my mind is in overdrive. Especially regarding my last post. I just can’t stop thinking. 

  What about? Dying and ceasing to exist. It’s a real scary thought. And actually just makes me wanna live forever. But I know that isn’t the case.  

  In all honesty I actually feel sick thinking of it. Like I wish I could know what happens. 

 Help. Mad thoughts.