Mentally Fucked it.

  I’m on one mentally again. I mean, I’m so down. I don’t want to post too much though and make you guys on a downer. Basically... I’m sick of being sick. Fed up of being alone and lonely. And trust me, I truly have nobody in this life. No guys want me. Friends are friends... sure, sort of. I’m back to not wanting to be alive. Wanting to live in a dream world. Anything. Nothing. 

I cannot.